Lil Nas X, the Grammy-winning rapper and singer behind hits like “Old Town Road” and “Montero (Call Me By Your Name),” has opened up about a difficult period in his life, revealing that he spent time in rehab and was later diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
In a recent update, the rapper said he is now feeling better, more grounded, and less fearful as he continues focusing on his recovery.
The artist, whose real name is Montero Lamar Hill, addressed fans in an emotional social media video after months of silence. He explained that he had been staying with family and friends while working through his mental health treatment. His comments marked his first major public update since last year’s incident that led to legal trouble and renewed concern about his well-being.
In one of his Instagram video, Lil Nas X said he had suspected something was going on with his mental health for some time, but he was hesitant to fully accept the diagnosis. He spoke honestly about the fear that came with the possibility of medication and public judgment, saying that opening up about the condition has been part of his healing process. He also described the experience of living with both his identity and his diagnosis as challenging but said he is learning to move forward.
The singer’s remarks reflect a more personal side of a performer known for bold visuals, genre-crossing music, and a fearless public image. By speaking directly about rehab and bipolar disorder, he has brought new attention to the importance of mental health treatment in the entertainment world. His openness may also resonate with fans who are facing similar struggles in private.
Lil Nas X added that he is doing better now and feels more comfortable creating again. While he said he is not ready to fully return to the spotlight just yet, he hinted that new music is coming. For now, his message was focused less on fame and more on recovery, honesty, and the work of getting back to himself.
